rid of the old clothes. Before you can add new furniture to your
home, you have to get rid of the old furniture. And so it is with
your debt and your desire to manifest a better life for you and
your family.
Is there room in your manifesting container, or is it full of
collection activity? Do you faithfully fill a *Creation Box*
while your Past Due box is overflowing? How in the world can we
expect to manifest the life of our desires while we are drowning
in shame? Our daily affirmations and processes might appear to
work on some hit and miss levels, for a little while, but the
path to lasting and happy manifestations is unlittered and washed
clean with integrity.
I have a hunch that manifesting is a lot more difficult if we
have yet to manifest a responsible credit report. Does this mean
we should drop all of our manifesting exercises and only pay
attention to the horrendous act of repaying what we owe? No. We
can do both, each day, as best we can. It won't be easy at first.
But, there is no time like the present. And, one small act of
faith in yourself is worth all the manifesting fire you could
possibly organize today.
What do you owe and to whom? Do you know? Do you care?
The last thing I want is for you to feel guilty about this
message. No time for that- nor is there any useful purpose
served. We have big work to do. You will need to release all the
guilt and shame in order to get with the program. You can still
do the other stuff that feels good. But, the primary ingredient
inherent in future manifesting, is current integrity. You cannot
get to there, without starting here.
If you are expending the energy daily to manifest, then you have
the energy to write to your creditors, from your heart, (cc God)
and let them know that you will begin sending them small amounts
right now in order to clear your debt and keep your word. Before
you do this, you will want to take Source as your partner. Source
works mircales. If you are genuine in your approach, and give it
your personal best, you will uncover a host of miracles.
What if you don't have even small amounts to send? That's where
the deep water dive comes in. You will want to answer these
questions, and the sooner the better. You might think to yourself
that your manifesting phrases need tweaking. Or, your creation
box needs more affirmations. I can assure you- that ain't it.
It's all about integrity and what you are willing to pay for it.
It's about the old clothes in the closet, not the dream of new
ones. If you are lacking integrity regarding house payments, you
will not manifest a new house. If you are lacking integrity on
car payments, or credit card payments, or student loans, or
medical bills, or utility bills, then you will not manifest jack.
You understand this.
The truth is, you are a light being. Your natural center includes
integrity. When you are not aligned with your natural center, you
know it on some level. This knowing doesn't seem to help matters
however. So, you bury it and accept the guilt for doing so. Then
the pain sets in, so you start reaching for *better feeling
thoughts* without first healing the misaligned energy that lives
and breathes within you like the elephant in the room. You cannot
escape your true being by reading popular books and visualizing
shopping sprees at Pottery Barn.
Check your integrity grid. What's that lookin like? You know the
truth. Can you own it? Can you own it- then be ok with it? Can
you take a breath and invite Source to lead you now to a zero
balance? No matter how looooonnnnnggggg it might take? No matter
what will be asked of you? No matter how painful it may feel? No
matter what?
Can you take the critical action you need to take to clear your
slate so as to make room for your grandest vision? If the answer
is no, then you are free to roam about the material planet
seeking integrity in the form of more possessions. If your answer
is about YES!, I can do this, because it's right. It feels right.
I entered an agreement with someone. No one twisted my arm. I
wish to be responsible and the only way to experience it, is to
be it. The latter heart space is the key to manifesting anything
worthy. If you can find this place within you, you can work on
paying off your debt, and atracting your dreams all at the same time, and with much less effort.
If you spend five minutes a day manifesting, then spend five
minutes a day restoring your integrity. Do this for yourself.
Watch what happens after about three months of consistent effort.
You came here to learn what freedom feels like. Freedom from the
voices in your mind that call you a loser and an idiot. Freedom
isn't about big houses and fancy cars. It's about a zero balance.
Get to the place where you can stand at the top of the mountain,
free of guilt and shame, and you will fly from there to whatever
you can dream. But, first things first.
What is integrity worth to you?